its been that kind of a day. have a pile of work, dont wanna do it. have nothing else to do.... faffed the whole day, wasted time. if nirvana is a state of blankness, i am the next Buddha.
problem? I'm head-stagnating again. all my books r in cartons, and so is all my music. currently staying in a house i am no longer fond of. friend circle has dwindled from absence and choice. haven't been anywhere or really done anything in days. mind feels like its wrapped in cotton wool. every thought is an effort and the process feels like trying to swim through molasses.
in short. some thing's gotta give. need something to change, to happen. need direction, need action. MAN I HATE BEING LIKE THIS!!!!